Tears and guilt grip survivors at US school shooting vigils

Parkland, United States | AFP | Florida teen Stacey Sayers says she is on an emotional roller coaster — happy to have survived the carnage at her high school, but overwhelmed by what her classmates have lost.

The 15-year-old was one of thousands who honored the victims in a series of vigils on Thursday, the day after the deadly shooting rampage at Marjory Stoneman Douglas High School.

“I feel so bad for those kids who died,” Sayers told AFP as she gathered with hundreds of people for an afternoon ceremony in a public park in Parkland, north of Miami. Thousands more turned out for an evening candlelight vigil.

“They couldn’t get up this morning and do their makeup like I got to do and just fall in love and have children — they can’t do any of that,” she said.

“I just feel so guilty and so lucky at the same time.”

On Wednesday, 19-year-old Nikolas Cruz — who had been expelled from the school — opened fire, spraying multiple classrooms with bullets before ditching his tactical gear and slipping out of the complex unnoticed.

He was arrested shortly thereafter and has been charged with 17 counts of premeditated murder.

Throughout the day and into the evening, mourners cried and consoled one another as they tried to make sense of the bloodshed. The devastation was palpable.

“We are hurting and hurting bad,” Broward County Sheriff Scott Israel told the evening crowd at Pine Trails Park.

“No parent should bury their child.”

– ‘Always marked by this now’ –

At the park, 17 illuminated angels were displayed in memory of the victims, among them the school’s football coach, athletics director and a beloved geography teacher.

Silver balloons were released during the day to honor the dead.

“It’s heartbreaking,” said Ashaunda Chapman, an 18-year-old student from another local school.